I feel lost….

Between two worlds…

The vanilla…and the bdsm.

My fantasies, my desires, my imagination
Keeps this world of BDSM :

The craving for subspace…
The craving for ropes…
The craving for sensual pain…
A constant.

But what I really need….
Is love…
Vanilla Love.

Kisses
Cuddles
Conversation
And
Friendship.

Those in the vanilla world…
Think that because I am submissive,
That I am to be a degraded slut.


And here…

I too wimpy…
Never to be a painslut.

I am caught…between two worlds.

And it saddens me.