The year of mental anguish

So the major depression reoccurring and out of control anxiety...maybe Bipolar II?

This has been such a hard year:

New diagnosis

New life

New stressors

I have had friends tell me that I seem fine

How could I be ill?

Even my psy doctors comment on the amount of drugs I am on

That exceeds most people my age

My experience with the challenges I had faced

Securing my own wellness

Had given me the desire to work in social services.

I have always worked in social service agencies

But as an assistant or Finance Manager

I still have headhunters calling me

Regarding my Controller/ Accounting and Budget Management skills

I still have coworkers from my old job (going through an audit)

Calling me for help...six months after I quit (before I was fired)

After my bosses excessive discrimination after my hospitalization

Many has suggested that I file a complaint

And seeing is that my coworkers are still contacting me for help

After much contemplation that many may do after nearly terminating their own life

I decided that accounting was not a good fit for me

That advocacy was a passion of mine

And I wanted to work as a case worker for those with severe disabilities

I am currently working, as a skills trainer, in a agency that serves

individuals with MR or development disorders...and other co-occurring disorders

Many of the are emotional/Psy issues, consumers with legal/ felon concerns

And other handicaps

Currently I work in a IRA (group home) with 5 MR individuals, three with trauma histories, three with serious visual handicaps (included one individual who is completely blind), one with a pervasive developmental disorder, and two with psy disorders.

However, Sometimes I wonder if earning a licenced clinical MSW is appropriate considering my own psy disabilities.