Negative....
There is someone...
Who always refers to me as the negative one...
Which is funny...
Because I have only seen her in real time twice...
So really...How can she judge me?
She has no idea how fun I can be...
And how much people smile when I am around.
I am the type that talks to cashiers...
And random people on the street....
Anyways...
I thought of the negative "label"
Because I realize that....
This blog, HERE, has been very negative...
It has been my "vent" zone...
And truthfully....
I have been in PAIN!
And pain can wear you down...
So here I spill my emotional pain
From my physical pain..
So I can try to wear that smile in real life.
I try not to lean on people.
Maybe I have leaned on people in the past too much...
And right now....
I am not so strong.
I am in pain
And I am stressed at work.
But I can see the sunshine
And smile in the rain...
And I have a certain level of inner peace...
and happiness....
It is just....
I get crabby when the Advil wears off....
Time for my dose!
4 Comments:
Well, I too have been annoyed by this stuff. I just think she spends an awful lot of her time trying to send messages to you, to me, to him... whatever... well... the ones to him are especially annoying.
I wish I can say I was not hurt by her attack...but the feeling was fleeting...and then I felt sorry for her.
K, so now I'm having a Catholic guilt attack.
And you know what else sucks... I don't see her losing sleep over what she has done to us.
no guilt allowed here! If you sprinkle guilt on my blog....
I may may a quilt!
Giggles
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