Pretty Flowers

Good Things Today:

A girl scout came to my door
All decked in green…..I ordered cookies

I smelled vanilla air fresheners
When I went to the potty at school

I actually had two guys smile at me
In a flirty way

I arranged the glitter tombstone
And disembodied hands….
Just so…..my house….
In Halloween Ghoul

My bird was a cutey today
She imitated my kissy noises
When I came near

I got an A-
On my ethics paper

Weird things:

Some chick in my policy class
Told me that every time I spoke in class
The woman behind me made a face
The chick who told me
Expressed it in such a way
That she kind of liked me
And really disliked the woman

We were in group
I noticed that the woman’s
Nasty body language
That indicated
She really disliked me

Weird…
I am hated
And…well
Liked?
Cause someone had took my side?
Very odd

Bad things:

I still do not have a field placement
I think I am now the only one
Out of 300 students
I feel like the last kid picked in softball

I was always the last kid picked in gym
The neighborhood kids made fun of me
My family…..blah blah blah

Yeah…I have some issues
Mostly…I am dealing with biology
I am not better…
Still clinically depressed

But mostly just normal grad school stress….
I have a paper, 2 quizzes, and a lab to do


Best go back to good things:

I have a pumpkin growing in my garden
Just beginning to blush orange
Orange in time for
Trick or Treat?

My flowers are still in bloom