Beginnings
I have begun my exploration
Into the realm of social policy
As I begin on my journey
To save the world
(As I begin grad school for social work)
I have begun my acceptance
That I will never be
As I once was
Life sustained through pharmacy
(As mental illness drags down my soul)
I have begun living in two worlds
One in which I fake my competence
And one in which I admit my defeat
I have begun the fight
To achieve stable cognitive abilities
While admitting my delusional emotional thoughts
posted by Ladyk73 at 8:18 AM
3 Comments:
dearest Lady K,
Admitting defeat is winning.
Faking competence means you're more competent than most because normally, competence CANNOT be faked. It takes a clever person to fake it more than even be it.
*S*
Kisses!
s2bh.
www.dungeon-love.com
Spring.....I hope your new job is going well...I already miss your blog. New job, new blog?
I think most of the class will hate the "history of social work" policy class. As I am more intuned to local politics (kind of neat to have a friend run for county legislature), I can see how things REALLY work.
And as I really want to be an advocate...I think I will enjoy it.
Slave2bholed:
It is so lovely for you to drop by.....I hope my confidence becomes real over time...
I talk alot in class (and there is a person inside that keeps telling myself to shut up)
I'll figure it out, I hope...
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