I am having trouble......

Thinking right now
I feel my mind is swimming in Jello

I woke up very very very late
I had very very deep deep dreams
On an already saddened heart, perhaps
Too many meds?

I am agitated, yet entrapped
Aww...my bitter friend depression

I nearly forgot that I was just hospitalized
Three weeks ago
I forget my mind is still fragile
Or perhaps still cracked

I feel cracked
I feel detached from reality

Startled though
From the very high pitched
Chirps
Sung from my friend
Perched on my shoulder